about me
# PeIxi aka ShERlYn.
# 19 years old.
# 04/06/1987.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
after ktv, i met eileen and jelena .. shop ard in taka b4 junwei joined us.. so we were walking ard aimlessly while waitng for joo they all to go marina south watch fireworks.. omg. we were at orchard street when we saw the tankers go past us! woohoo! so cool man! i was like siao.. keep waving to the army pple etc..haha. damn excited.. den we proceed to city hall to meet the rest.. by that time.. there r already no fireworks .. sian..
ok. a lot of things happen recently i have to admit..sad ones.. i have been thinking all these while.. i knew i already did my best to cheer u up..u must know how to appreciate it.. there is a limit to my tolerance too...i am nt a perfect person..ok.. jus hope that everything will turn back to be the same.. and let the past go by.. i dun wish to lose a gd fren..
secondly.. nowadays i keep feeling nt so well.. like feeling dizzy and weak.. like gg to faint.. den always nose bleed.. i really hope this is all becos i am heaty or nt having regular meals and nt wat bad thing is gg to happen to mi...
i still haven say wat i would like to say to u..there is a feeling of uncertainty..when i c ur nick.. i knew u had already did sumthing.. so mayb wat i need to do now is to try hard to let go.. i can onli 'zou yi bu suan yi bu'..been feeling super sad last few days.. for wat had happened.. i was hurt by u.. i had hide my feelings well i think.. by being so siao and stupid as normal.. but i am nt.. seriously.. but it is ok.. i had already 'xiang tong'.. after crying so much.. in front of my com.. with my boster.. i am feeling better.. now.. at least..
thanks jasper, peiwen, joo, kristie, ming zhou , da jie and yong ming for ur concern.. ym, thanks for ur custard puff! it is nice..seeing u all really makes my day..reallie
dolphlyn out
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